officially joined army 23rd january 2021 , it was the best decision ever , i haven’t listened to k-pop for a while but bts made me fall back into it , and it’s worth it , to be honest , i listened to bts’ songs since 2015 ( i was 8 years old ) . the reason why i became an army is actually , i was at my lowest and im so tired of everything even my family . to be honest im about to suicide . i even wrote a suicidal notes to my parents . but yeah im still alive and bts is the reason . i don’t…