Beginning of 2019 was a rough year for me. I was going through job transitions and struggling mentally with who I was as a person and where I was going in my early 20s. I remember seeing a post somewhere of Boy With Luv and I decided to check it out. I have no idea what it was but I saw those bright smiles and happy colors and I instantly fell in love. Suddenly, all the darkness I had seen for the past few months in 2019 was just gone and I remembered just singing to that song day after day after day until I discovered more of BTS. Well,…